Paradoxical Me

When i close my eyes
i see darkness ...plain darkness
when all i want is a star..
when i open my eyes
i see stars ...lots of stars
when all i want is darkness...plain darkness

When i close my eyes
i see thirst ... killing thirst..
when all i want is water..
when i open my eyes
i see water ..lots of waters
when all i want is thirst ....a killing thirst..

when i close my eyes
i see thorns ...
when all i want is a flower...
when i open my eyes
i see flowers lots of flowers
when all i want is a thorn..

When i close my eyes
i see you
when all i want is solitude ... complete solitude
when i open my eyes
i see solitude ... complete solitude..
when all i want is You...only You...