Some Other Day...!!!!!

I will Write something
but some other day..

i will learn something
but some other day..

i will go some where
some where far from everything..
everything i have ..everything i had..
but some other day..

i will teach some one ..
what i know ...what i saw..
what i got ...what i have been through
but some other day..

i will do something
to make them feel good..
make them feel happy..
make them feel proud..
but some other day..

i will fly some day..
to the clouds...
with the wind ...may be
i will feel lighter then ..
but some other day..

i will cut my self ..
and bleed till i am pure..
the pureness about which i am not sure..
but some other day..

I will fight some day
with everyone...
who pretends to be my friends..
but i know who they are ...
pretenders and only pretenders..
i will tell them what they make me feel
i will fight them
but some other day ...

i will search some day..
for what i need...
and what i want ..
but rite now ...i don't know
what i need and what i want ..
but i will search
what i need and what i want ..
but some other day..

Paradoxical Me

When i close my eyes
i see darkness ...plain darkness
when all i want is a star..
when i open my eyes
i see stars ...lots of stars
when all i want is darkness...plain darkness

When i close my eyes
i see thirst ... killing thirst..
when all i want is water..
when i open my eyes
i see water ..lots of waters
when all i want is thirst ....a killing thirst..

when i close my eyes
i see thorns ...
when all i want is a flower...
when i open my eyes
i see flowers lots of flowers
when all i want is a thorn..

When i close my eyes
i see you
when all i want is solitude ... complete solitude
when i open my eyes
i see solitude ... complete solitude..
when all i want is You...only You...

Stupidity...

I eat the milky way..
i killed lucy grey...
i lied to the fairy god mother..
and played poker with the sea otter..
i tricked the giant dragon...
i wrote that weird slogan...
i pushed humpty dumpty off the wall...
i think i might crawl..
out from the dirty tunnel..
to the new century with holding a funnel...
i stole cindrella's crystal shoe...
that was just a taboo..
on all those dirty mice ..
i told them thrice ...
about the great King Lear..
about julius ceaser and about my fear
of drowning in an ink pot..
that was not an statement...
but a scary thought ...
in my dreams i was a beggar ...
who asks for sleep not for alms....
sleep i want sleep i ask
sleep i live sleep i thought...
i am writing this stupidity ...
cause thats my specialty..

Anonymous...

You live far from me and in me too...
this paradoxical presence suits me too...

I Walk Once Again...

With clouds in my eyes
i walk once again...
to the land far away..
where i can bury my dreams...
or hide them for a while...
so i can walk again..
easily...
won't happen won't happen
it won't happen again ...
i said to myself thousand times..
but time, it never stops ...and i saw the results...
no crying no crying
no crying now, i said to myself...
but they never stop...
the tears ...
stand up...stand up
stand up once again, i said to myself ...
for you have to live...
even if it is without a reason..
reasons ...huh?
reasons ....i have thousand reasons to die...
won't die ...won't die
won't die i said to myself ...
i will walk to the land far away ..
with clouds in my eyes..
i walk once again..