I Died Ages Baack....

Once again there i was, writing what was supposed to be my will....cautious i was scared i had been....determined i was ...not to break the laws....law of breach ...laws of obedience....laws of luck and laws of forgiveness ....i took my quill and cut my self ...now bleeding i was in self defense. i was writing now ...soon i found that the words were fading although i was using no ink then why were they fading i didnt stop but kept writing ...thinking at the back of my mind that what ever i would write will fade away. i stopped for a moment to scratch my nose and found the blood trickling i looked up and saw my reflection in the mirror that shows only dreams ....i hesitated for a moment then stood up to check if i was still alive or sleeping or was i already dead ...because i could not see my own image in the mirror ...but a blurred face ...a face of a person dead and still alive....i saw a storm coming from the north ....in the mirror i saw thunder and lightning ...the pictures in the mirror kept changing ...it was like i i was watching a movie ...scenes kept changing ...a boy sitting alone in the rain .....a girl sitting under the tree.....my cell rang and i came back to my senses ..i looked at the clock it was half past two...which meant i should have died by now....i took the quill again and started writing ...what seemed to be my 20th line though non of the lines were visible any more but i still knew i have wrote enough to die in piece...i kept writing ...and after what seemed like several hours my cell rang again ...i took the call this time it was somebody asking for someone i didnt knew ..i said wrong number and put the phone down....and i forgot what i was doing...i thought hard about what i was doing but my memory ..i could not remember what i was doing... tired i felt i went to the bed and rested my head on the pillow ...and died after few moments....