Have Mercy........

I am lying on the floor..and he,,
he is standing right beside me....
waving a blunt axe...with a smile
a triumphant smile..on his face..
as if he has won the battle...
i think he has...or may be he has not...
but i can read his mind ...he is going to kill me...
i know.. still i am not scared ...
suddenly i felt pain in my chest ...
i closed my eyes...and opened again...
and then he strikes ..
once ...
twice .......
thrice.........
i am bleeding now.....
bleeding madly ........
i can feel my clothes..drenched in blood...
he is laughing.....loudly....like a war hero...
i feel pain, so agonizing..but why...
why am i feeling this pain ...
why...i thought i am already dead then why is this so painfull...
he left me there lying in this dark street alone to die....
i waited and waited...but even after several hours passed..
i am not dying....i thought i should try to move ...try to call someone for help...
i tried to move but i cant ...its like i am paralyzed....
then i realized that ...i have blood coming from my mouth too..
i tried to shout call someone for help..
but i am choking ..i am suffocating...still no signs of death ...
suddenly i felt cold....i tired shouting again.....i can do that now..
but now its all so painfull i cant even understand what i am saying...
i cant recognize my own voice....
i called for help...help some one any one......
i called for my friends ..shouted everyone's name...
the ones who used to say ..."we are always with you"...
why cant they hear me now ....when i need them...
they cant be far..but then why cant they hear me...
may be they too have turned thier faces off me like death has...
.
several days passed...i am still lying on this deserted street...
still bleeding still paralyzed...still vomiting blood..
still crying....but now i am not calling any one ...
i am not waiting for help..
i am just waiting for the death to have mercy...