Last Night..

i was sitting in da back ov da car ...
starin outside ...restin my head on my mother's shoulder
dreamin against da dreams ...
dreamin abt da windows dat will remain curtained..
dreamin abt da bedsheet dat will remain folded.....
dremin abt da starts uncounted ..
dreamin abt da stories untold..
dreamin abt da tym unseen
dreamin abt da past forgotten..
dreamin abt da hearts blown away ...
dreamin abt da birds flown away..
in dese past few days ive wept an ocean..
not ov tears but blood..
but 4 da first tym a tear came slidin down my cheek ..
mom saw me ....nd said "i pray, she'll be fine"